i envisioned something a la The Simpsons … where homer eats guatemalan insanity peppers and trips ballsRead more "abuelita in the peleponnese"
after months of hiding out in a village on a mountain on the biggest island in the cyclades, i finally decided to get my ass back to society. i grew up in los angeles. it’s not a city proper, but it’s all i really knew. i’d come to greece every summer to visit family and […]Read more "boats in the time of graffiti"
and so i ask, what’s the purpose of creating these unnecessary separations when they only hurt us and the ones we love?Read more "the temple of demeter & a lizard"
i must remind myself to embrace the uncertainty. if i’ve made it this far, surely a phone call isn’t going to make it all come crashing down. surely.Read more "a reflection on positivity and self-care"
i’ve wanted to die a lot within the past couple of years. it seems that losing control of my body and my ability to function is my ultimate shadow. it is my dark night of the soul. and even tho i’m mostly thru the worst of it, on days when i am not successful at […]Read more "the dying trilogy: dark night of the soul"
but the vomiting had developed a pattern. it was no longer just vomit all the time, all day errday. it was vomit when ur stressed and anxious. how delightful!Read more "vomit and die"
i didnt want to feel anything. but now i do, i feel everything. and i really dont like it.Read more "i hate myself and want to die"